What the ... ??! So it's over..?

Everything, it fell apart
a broken arrow through my heart
i should have known back in the start
but i missed it, wanting your heart

what the hell? why did i miss?
when we did sit, when we did kiss
in the back, i heard the hiss
but ignored it and stayed like this...

when we watched the sky, you bled for me
you sealed your heart, eternally
i guess forever, falls to the sea
but i must accept your apology...

forever hurting in my mind...
i can't let you go, for i did bind...
but i gave it back, mayhaps too kind...
but to try again, to hit rewind...

i think i'd do things differently...
i think i'd call you to come to me...
i think i'd ask you in the city...
to pledge the love you had for me...

forget the passed, it's here no more...
it's over now, i can't ignore...
the you that loved me, ever more...
when ripples fade and close the door...

you've lied to me, and still you do...
i don't know why, what's left for you?
why still lie? you could be true...
and tell me what had changed with you...

i don't think it matters, i don't see how...
i don't know why, i see the now...
i still love you, some way, somehow...
but that doesn't matter, it's over now...